Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Touched by my pupil's cookie!




It was a typical meet-parents session on a Saturday morning. When I saw Agnes Ong coming into my classroom, I thought she merely wanted to submit her English file as she was holding it. I asked her to put the file in my locker and to my pleasant surprise, she gave me a big cookie and told me that it was meant for Teacher Appreciation Day (this ‘festival’ suddenly sprang up in my school on the last day of term 2); however, she was not present in school on that day as she was helping out at the National Achiever’s Congress (NAC) at Expo. I accepted her cookie, with much contentment, as I thought to myself, “At last, I get something from my darling 3N pupils.”
In the evening, I spent some time browsing through some of my pupils’ blogs. The more I read, the more fascinated I become! I find those personal entries rather captivating, especially when they talk or complain about incidents happening to them in school. They are really vivid personal recounts, rich with emotions, except that these entries are not in standard English. Ya, I realized my new nickname and the words pupils used to scold me and other teachers behind our backs. It is indeed a great discovery! Don't worry, my dear pupils, I won't breathe a word to anyone in school.
Then, I came across Agnes Ong’s blog and I realized that she purposely went to the food fair at Expo to get Mr Lee and me something special that is not found in Pasir Ris. Wow, I was so touched! Thank you very much, Agnes Ong! Despite the cracked cookie, it really warms my heart to know that you took great effort to show your gratitude towards us, teachers. Once again, thank you very much and the cookie was crispy and delicious!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Tough Love

“Although being nice can be a worthy attribute to cultivate, it must never deter
us from speaking the truth and from loving in tough ways.” (Extracted from Living Faith)


I have always appeared to my pupils as a nice and friendly teacher, to quote their words, someone who “cannot be fierce one”. It looks like my greatest challenge is to learn how to love my pupils in tough ways, such as by insisting on certain standards. Otherwise, I may end up spoiling them. How I wish I can be as firm as Mr Lee SK.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Joy of reconciliation

Remember my confidant who sort of let me down in the previous entry? Well, we had not been smiling with each other for a week whenever we saw each other in school. Honestly speaking, I didn't feel good about it. I mean she was once my refuge and had provided me with great timely comfort whenever I was deeply troubled, but how could we become like sworn enemies?

After last Sunday's mass which preached about loving each other as Jesus loves us, I felt strongly encouraged to reconcile with her, but I knew I was weak. I confessed to God that I really found it difficult to so-called forgive her, but I asked God to grant me the strength and the will power to do so because I'm willing to try to reconcile with her. Forget about who's right and who's wrong, I tell myself. Maybe to start with just a smile and that will be enough.

Praise God! On Tuesday when I met her at the canteen, we BOTH smiled with each other, almost at the same time. She even came to me and we had a short chat. After she left, there was a surge of joy flooding into my heart and I thanked God instantaneously for helping me to reconcile with her. I can't believe it! I am capable of forgiving someone! Later on, peace resumes in my heart as I do not need to worry about this strained relationship anymore. Now, whenever we meet each other, we'll say hello to each other naturally. God has repaired our relationship! Thanks be to God!

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Why I create this blog


Recently, someone whom I used to confide with in school has made me very disappointed. I lose trust in her though I think she never divulges my secret. However, I still feel the desire to communicate with someone out there, despite the fact that I don't quite trust any adults anymore. Inspired by my students' blogs, I decided to create this blog to satisfy my need to pour out all my feelings. Hey, isn't that ironical? I don't really dare to confide with anybody, yet I rather write out everything that happens to me on the web and let the whole world see! Am I mad? I don't know. I just know that I feel better after blogging. That's all I want.

Not only that, I hope that my students would be able to understand me better as a REAL HUMAN BEING, with varied emotions, thoughts and real life struggles. I admit that I'm not a 100% good role model. I do have human weaknesses and am still GROWING UP and LEARNING and MATURING! I may encounter the same problems as you are facing at this stage, my dear students, and if you could feel enlightened in any way by my personal stories, then my blog would have accomplished its most "divine" mission! Hee! Hee!

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

1st entry

Wishing all my dear students the best of luck in your coming examinations.
Be extra careful when reading the questions.
Don't forget to CHECK your work.
Don't lie down to sleep the moment you finish your paper! :<
Stay healthy and make sure you have enough sleep.
Lastly, don't worry, be happy! :>